12/31/2007
noone but me from URL @ 12:24 AM
I WILL MISS.
Going to school.
Trudging to school early in the morning listening to Simphoni rambling away in the train& bus.
The super long walks Marly & i would take to school in the morning.
Strolling through the courtyard feeling like i've finally reached home.
Either walking straight to the canteen to plop down at pltmates table,
or turning right to the FLEC to plop down at the benches with cmates.
Standing through Majulah Singapura with my eyes on the flags.
Walking up to class with all the nonsense cmates would entertain me with.
Sitting through lessons;
listening, stoning, sleeping, talking, laughing & whatnots.
Standing up the first whenever a teacher enters & go "goooooooooooooooood".
Recesses.
Nat Nurin & Cheryl would walk past our class & glance in.
Nish & i would glance at each other take our wallets and leave the class.
We'd wait at the staircase for Kath, Adlin & Sunm.
Then we'd go down & meet Suria & Rupini.
Along the way, Oh! The noise we'd make, lovely.
We'd all make our way to our round table.
Most times Fad Dian & Haz'd be there already with our table reserved.
but sometimes the part cs would chop the table for us when we aren't early enough :)
Then Kath would drag someone to the toilet the rest of us would get our stuffs and eat.
& talktalktalklaughlaughlaugh, omg.
Then just 1-2 mins before the bell rings we'd slowly make our way back up.
We'd play the stupidest games like whacking people's butts, or wetting each other's clothes.
& then the lessons again.
How jiangying would help me with virtually everything, how abby & i would debate over whether to ask a question or not.
How i'd get freaking pissed with myself for being so stupid, shutup, take out my orange/green notebook & scribble.
How mynah would turn around & give or say her random smile/nonsense.
How giri would be consistenly messaging under the table, hahah.
& how i'd always glance at nish & we'd share a private joke via eye contact and laugh to ourselves.
OR! HAHA.
how i'd always glance at nish & find her laughing at me with the people there. hahaha
how jessica would always make the teachers annoyed & make us all laugh.
How i'd get my bad days & my face would be 'stuck' & everyone would ask if i was alright, or ask me to smile.
How syikin would flash her fangs cos that makes me smile everytime.
Tamil class too, those days were ohsoprecious.
How Nish broke the biiiig theatrette table but everyone blamed me cos i fell on it.
Wlau, i fell on it cos nish pushed it.
But, haha, i fell like superman & everyone laughed like crazy.
After tt mr omer was scared of my strength, hahaha.
He didn't dare argue with me from then on, heh.
4i lessons, teachers, classmates, sch mates.
After school.
Kath would stand across the classroom block at the door & call me.
I'd walk to my classroom door, look at her & talk.
"sarahj you staying back? then nishanthi? then natalie they all?".
Then i'd walk to 'N'& ask 'ya'll staying back?'
hahaha.
Walk back, talk to nish, pack bag, then walk to N & the two of us would start shouting 'hurry up laaa'.
"Nurin you forver you know!" then she'd give some excuse.
or,
"Natalie, omg hurry up!" then she'd smirk & still take her own sweet time.
Then once we go down we always forget about Suria & Rupini.
But they always come soon after, haha.
We'd settle at our table & eat.
Oh! & eating.
our delta's timed first mouth.
We'd wait even if it was ice-cream, hahah.
one for all, all for one.
Then we'd all argue about where to study & wind up at different places, still having hell of a time studying.
Library, 2LEC, canteen.
Oh & whenever we study in the library we'd smuggle in food.
I remember smuggling in Nurin's strawberry pokey in my overall.
And allll the packets of dewberry & ovaltinies, hahahha.
Made me look pregnant, & like santa claus when i emptied my jumper.
But mdm heng allowed food in the library after all.
OH! & how we'd sleep in the sickbay cos we wre just sleepy, hahha.
I rmbr Nish & i ponned tl one day cos we wre sleepy & didnt do hw, HAHA.
ahwell, i was coughing, she had flu, nyeheh.
Then going home.
Walking out.
We had the shortcut pass the play ground, or the normal way out.
Both routes involve violent 'AGUCHAS!'.
hahahah.
Wednesdays were bubble tea days.
We used to race to the shop just to order first, haha.
Going home then.
With Nurin & Adlin.
The crowded bus rides, the funnnnnyshit train rides.
We like to stare at people & after awhile realise tt we're staring at the same people then start laughing uncontrollably.
& with Nurin, we're always competing to see that Kembangan agucha first, haha.
& how nurin adlin & i would form a human chain holding onto each other for support.
then i'd get off first and i'd do our cooolhandpunch thing with the 2 of them.
The lone walk home as i'd think about the day, fume to myself or (most of the times) smile.
Reaching home to call my dad & say, "dad im back"
"how was school?"
"oh, just okay".
Haha. Like, yeah right- "just okay" sums up my day.
Cedar was ZEE Best i tell you.
No, realllly.
You don't even have to believe me, but that'd be your loss.
Cedar was the best la, BEST.
The simplest routines used to make my day.
Used to make me smile, used to make me feel safe.
cedarrrrrr! :D
the new year is scary.
expectations, resolutions.
but im resolved to be scared only till 3rd jan :)
Human, im human yo.
But im a strong human, you are too! :D
But seriously, i could never see life beyond Cedar and now im getting a blurred sketch.
Like, for 2 years i've had Nish by my side, every single school day, every lesson & whatnot.
Through my good days & bad. Through thick & thin, laughter & tears.
I will never forget the days i had a thousand things to do she helped me willingly without me even asking.
I used to miss her even when she didnt come for one day.
Haha i always said i miss her if i dont see her for more than 3 days.
I do i doooo ):
I dunno how im gna get by without her ):
okay i know i will, but, aiyalamak! (HAHA nish!)
aiyaaaaaa.
without her, or delta, or 4i.
aiyaaaaaaaaa.
damn annoying. stupid.
stoopid ahhh.
its okay. i know im gna see the positive side of it soon.
i just want to moan a bit more, haha.
but no, dont worry im not gna drone on and on.
haha, im not that kind laaaaa.
but i envy the cedarians who say they cant wait to go back to school.
grahhh.
oh! & do you know? screaming out loud helps with cramps! haha
alright, im anticipating 31dec :D
which is later today! gf date!
mommy's coming back tmr! :)
& New year celeb's gna be a Blast!
Wine in one hand, friends on the phone in the other, family by my side.
Powerrrrrr!
you're on my heart just like a tattoo,
i'll always have you.
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